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Just thought so many things, and try to understand everything. I feel that there is so many perceptions mixed up in my head. What I'm trying to do is rearranging them..... pity dat still unsucessful : (

BTW, have u ever fall with someone you dunno? I hv, recently :P I found his blog accidentally and feel dat I like da way he think. The more I read, the more my sense tell me I might know him. Of course, it's impossible. I dun wanna know him personally, I think dat da gap between us make me happier. Why not? Coz I realise dat if we know each other, my feeling will be changed. (His text tell me dat he also has many things I dun like.) Sometimes sitting in da imgination world is bettter than facing the real one, isn't it?

The world is so big, u know what I feel is I'm so small.........very small in the big big world. I went through my friends' blogs and they have different lifestyle. Anyway, I've learnt from them a lot. One of my friends, he was my housemate after I finished my course in UK and he is totally different from me. How stranged that he is always my problem-solver. One sentence he wrtoe in his blog is he has to make sure dat he've got sth special in his single day. How wonderful thinking!! and it seems that he can do it. Shame on me!! Another one is a girl who has broke up with her 9-years ex-bf for 9 months. This girl always makes merit, and most of time, she devoted to him. I and she also understand dat how useless if we refuse da truth about love, but I still couldn't be a generous person like her (Should I learn dat?) :P

About job, still hv some of things I can learn from di others here. Thx for P'Lum to teach me about financial, thx for P'Jeep to always be my idol..anyway, I should move on to find somewhere I could learn more rite now...I still hv no idea yet....

As I said above, I hv a lot of things in my head. Trying to rearrange them is not easy coz I know dat I can't do all by myself. It gonna be good if everthing is clear in da way it should be..I can't make it by myself, Could u help me dat? Everyone knows no one like a liar, just Sincere me and u will get da same. Badly, I'm also worried about my health. Someone told me dat I gonna blind (since I usually dun see the good thing coming to me!!)...but now I gonna tell you about da real blind. I can feel that my eyes deteriorate after my cornea has infected. Whether I think too much or not, I wanna manage my time valuable as much as possible. So, please dun make my time worthless becoz of your fragility, dat's all I want. Could you guys do dat for me please??

So serious hor? Sorry about dat..it's like this when your head is so confused. I hope I gonna make it up soon : )